Renewed Vows – Baptism at the well.

 

In the night when they cuddle
up to watch TV
in the night before they go
to bed
I think of you and what this could be, 
and is this God, or is this 
just props in my head.

In the night when I'm angry, 
I want you, and I feel like you lied
 just to sleep next to me,
that this disease that we
all carry
         is just sin separating us instead.

I love you, but is this good?
Are we intertwined in what
 is , and what could,
or did we 
awaken love before
the Master let it loose?

in the night when I hurdle up 
     in my blankets
                I think of God,
                       I think of you.

Is this meant to be, or is this 
another lesson passing through?

I know I have bruised you...
But I want to be new with you.
I've fought thoughts of lust 
and stones lingering...

Forced kisses, strangled through
sheets of distance between us 

Between us... Between you and me
i really need God. 

i really need to feel His hand 
and blessings more than your dew...

So is this love deep, or am i 
the woman at the well,
waiting to get my heart steeped
and my mind renewed
                    wIth God.

Psalm 147:18 - God is healing us all.
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Born Again

the reality of actually surrendering it all. When I finally trust and obey.

This is where life begins when one chooses to break out of a cell, but life has been painted with walls… so you try to break out of this hell… you throw yourself at the doors that won’t open, then you fall on your knees asking for help. You might never feel like you are a perfect pearl, or that you were made to do something worth keeping, something that would bless nations. You finally break out of that shell that was suffocating your dreams and run off with it, till you reach the brink of the ship. Do you jump? Or walk the plank. There are more sharks on the other side and the pirates, your persecutors are coming so you have to think fast. That’s when a bloody nailed hand comes in, Jesus reaches out. Will you believe in your life of obstacles or would you believe in Him?  To live, we must die, to die to this world, we must be born again.  Believe in Him. Jeremiah 31:3. Believe in Him and you will walk on stormy seas.

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