In the night when they cuddle up to watch TV in the night before they go to bed I think of you and what this could be, and is this God, or is this just props in my head. In the night when I'm angry, I want you, and I feel like you lied just to sleep next to me, that this disease that we all carry is just sin separating us instead. I love you, but is this good? Are we intertwined in what is , and what could, or did we awaken love before the Master let it loose? in the night when I hurdle up in my blankets I think of God, I think of you. Is this meant to be, or is this another lesson passing through? I know I have bruised you... But I want to be new with you. I've fought thoughts of lust and stones lingering... Forced kisses, strangled through sheets of distance between us Between us... Between you and me i really need God. i really need to feel His hand and blessings more than your dew... So is this love deep, or am i the woman at the well, waiting to get my heart steeped and my mind renewed wIth God. Psalm 147:18 - God is healing us all.