Written by Jacob Ibrag ‘Will you take me as I am?’ He asked as she stared at the ring he had just given her. ‘How can I keep this when the soul that wants to be with me refuses to accept its own vessel?’ Photographer Unknown
You are not forgotten. Let there be miracles in your life as the Holy Spirit brings grace. Amen. “When Israel was a child, I loved him. And out of Egypt, I called My Son.” -Hosea 11:1 &…
Source: Grace upon Grace
If I am ever arrested
for having sex in a parking lot
of a restricted area,
just know that I was
Looking for you
I would lay on my back
wishing the rain
was your moisture instead;
seeping through pores of ecstasy,
as I lick those soft coconuts
free of their warm sweet sweat.
If I am ever distracted
by dangling patterns in the sky,
while my blood boiling hot,
and I, still throbbing from behind.
Just know that I never focused on one thing
before my soul set sharp
on the thought of you.
If I am ever stimulated
by the smoke stealing dreams from my brain,
or teeth squeezing secrets through nipples
in hope for a commitment, or scarring stroke,
just know that I’ve rolled through valleys of pleasure;
my coaster hits its peaks in vain.
My drunken display was thirst in disguise
for a heart that was never full
from years in your eyes.
Just know that I’m still famished
from buffets of the fruitless;
craving to be intoxicated in you.
If I am ever merely fed
and it sounded like enjoyment
just know that it was never enough for me,
that I would beg you to join in.
I would nibble in hunger
for lips I pretend to kiss.
Just savoring what was missing.
I would cry afterwards and rename the moment
“wet dream”. I would moan and wish that the face in my eyelids
wasn’t just thoughts that decorate my head
till the end of my days, if I knew
but never had you,
But Jesus had it all. I should have known
He makes all things new.
Proverbs 16:9 ” A man’s heart plans his way,
But the Lord directs His steps.”
You are not forgotten.
Let there be miracles in your life
as the Holy Spirit brings grace.
“When Israel was a child,
I loved him.
And out of Egypt, I called My Son.”
Wow the golden angels will descend!
I can say this when I’m young again
So that when I’m old
I can say that I said:
“I’ve tasted a sea of lovers!”
but now I only have one soul
tying me to the grace of the beginning,
I’m not that old.
I was silver from the start,
why would I look for another
Lingerie, saggy tits and demons
I saw things that made me feel
old yet ingenious:
The world is bloody and cold
and the wind pushes you to lean on.
Don’t trust yourself,
we hurt each other.
We are only human in this season.
I’ve done things
that would make my children
time travel and see
another woman struggling in the stream.
They will see blood
and broken pieces in those scenes
but they won’t see this
when they look at me.
They will learn what has preserved me through the ages.
They will learn how to go on their knees
and still be a queen.
They will learn that true royalty
lies in the Master’s seed.
“You are born for greatness.
Ignore the hurdles
and the need to impress.
Just give God your best
“I need to clean out my
act and clean
up my bag.
I need to find more wisdom
even in a crowded place.
I need to be more
I need God.
I need peace.
I need to see the cross when I’m on my knees.
I need Your peace,
I need Your hand,
I need Your increase.
I need You please!”
Rolls over and starts speeding in car, as gas tank stays open.
Thank God, his last words were to God.
My blood is clean and they have stolen the lights.
My blood is hot and there’s nothing
My love is sweet, he cooks for me to eat. How sweet. Palm oil on spaghetti
yet I’m grinding on my teeth.
The food is hot, I. Cannot eat, I want more
but the rain is pouring and my blood is hot. Oh help me God.
It’ s only God. If only God could quench me of my thirst. Turn these stones to bread. If only God could make my lips wet, for I’m lusting for dirt. Only God can make it rain and still control my sweat. I can’t explain my thirst to misbehave; but I know when it rains only God can take me through this test.
The lust of my flesh will be tamed.